Monday, 22 September 2014

It is me or just him being so childish -..-

Hi.
Well sekarang , semua orang da tau pasal fanfic aku (well, only my bestie knows it)
Seriously,aku enjoy gile buat ff ni. Eventhough ff ni kekadang buatkn aku sakit kepala, tapi kekadang dia buat aku rase bebas ! Its a freedom for me.
Tadi kat sekolah, sab,wawa,hazar dok bertanya pasal ff aku . 
That feeling ! Oh My Gosh ! Its really , arghh ! I don't know
Apepunn. aku punye ff sekarang da sampai chapter 14. Hehehehe ~ Still working hard on that.
But I have to stop, working hard on my ff during my PT3
Speakin of which, TRIAL PT3 SUCKS ! BM aku C :'(
Yes ! This is my first C on my BM exam . 
Arghh, mental breakdown.Whtvr ~!
Im just gonna forget about it !

Now, here the topic !
Selama ni aku rase pelik la jugak bile dd dah tak like gmbr aku kat insta .
Well, aku ingtkn dia tak interested.
I let it be.
Until, last night, bile aku sesaja je tengok followers aku, aku rase ade something wrong
So, bile aku tengok balik ! Baru aku tau dia da tak follow aku
I don't know how to feel . It was just . Arghhh ! Marah.
Aku follow dia, dia unfollow aku . Why?
It is bcs aku tak like pun satu gmbr dia ? Bullshit !
Pfftt, masalah betol la dia tu.. Now, I know tht I being childish
Yeah , it was like , I am been mad bcs of this kind of shit. Yes I AM CURSING ! BCS HE MADE ME TO DO IT !
Arghh ! Is this you call move on ? Is this what a friendship looks like ?  I fight for our friendship , and it turned out this kind of way . 
WHATEVER BRO ~ Do whtever you wanna do . Live you life , dd . aku cube nk jadi kawan kau , tapi kau mmg betul2 nk tolak aku jauh2 dr hidup kau ~ So, I back off from your life ! Puas hati ? Bye. GOODBYE !

Sunday, 7 September 2014

the things tht happen to me around this month

Hi.

Rasa pelik kan kalau aku buat mcm ni ? Yela. Selama ni kan aku gune yg mcm tengh2 punye perenggan tu .. Hehehe

Well, aku kene biasa kan , sebab aku akan tulis fanfiction. Korean punye version. Aku akan tulis psl YongSeo. Soon..~
hehehe

PT3 aku nk dekat da. Just around the corner. Rasa gementar pun ade. Trial haritu , math :'( teruk aku rase. entah la. Aku takut je PT3 ni susah sangat . Hopefully , okey je.

Ape lagi ?

Haa, pasal DD ? Nothing . I bumped into him several times . But it was nothing. Thats all. It was like "Im over him. And past is past, lets forget abt it. Lets move on." - me.Sab pun da jarang citer pasal dia . Cume ade la mase tu dia teasing aku pasal DD. Hazar pun teasing aku psl DD , tapi bile aku ngan dia (hazar) terserempak ngan dia jela . Yang member lain tu aku tak tau la. But , i think someday , the'll get over him too. Hopefully.

Sekarang ni aku bnyk berdepan dengan masalah scandal. Pfftt, mula2 aku kene dekat tuisyen. sebab cikgu riez la ! dia yg mulekan dulu . ~3~ Then, classmate aku, sebb aku budak classmate aku ni (zafran) dia suke sngt kacau aku, tuyg buatkn classmate aku yg mule teasing aku, dll. Naik angin jugak la aku. =.=' Tapi da nama meber . REDHA JE LA AWAK~

Aku dengan sab sekarang ni da kureng sikit do. Sekarang ni aku suke lepak ngan budk2 BANGLA aku(ahahaah act, tu nama utk setip membe kite . cth; aku dpt "bangla ice cream" ade mak bangla la,bangla girl.dll.) Idk why, but aku lebih suke lepak dengan dorg. Senang nk communicate. Dengan sab , lately ni bnyk awkward moment la antara kiteorg . So.. its hard . Ape2 hal , mesti aku yg kene start suatu conversation. Sebelum/masa sampai sekolah mesti aku kene fikir topik ape aku nk ckp dengan sab. Its so hard. Dengan membe bangla aku, mesti salah sorang drpd diaorg yg mule. Lepas tu random talk between us.And it was fun ! ^^ Its not like, sab become so bored . But, she just being so hard to talk to me rn . And its hard for me to find a topic for us to talk abt.

Well, maybe bcs we dont talk abt DD anymore , thats make her less talking to me? hmm, i just idk anymore. Hopefully, she be the talkactive person again.

I think thts it. Prayforme for my succes on my PT3 ! ^^ Bye .